Be Back Soon…
Hey fellow Lyme Warriors how are you? Sorry I have been missing for a while. I am just dealing with a lot of personal issues with my life, love, my health and it is just overwhelming. The one thing I wanted to happen so bad may never happen so my heart is hurting. I have been sicker and not much to write about. Just a lot of bad luck and struggles for every little thing I do. I am trying to stay positive since I am an optimist but when life just keeps kicking you when you are down it’s hard to smile. All of my closest, best friends are struggling also and we are all depressed so I wish I could help them all. I will bounce back, I am resilient but it will take some time.
I found a place to do my Ketamine infusions but it is 22 total infusions for $11,000 and you have to do all or nothing. I only wanted 2-4 infusions since I hear they stop working after a few infusions. I increased my Morphine to 75mg twice a day instead of 60mg three times a day since the dose at night keeps me awake more than my usual insomnia. I am still doing the Buhner protocol but I dropped the Red Root and I am adding some kind of Salvia dropper. Nothing is making me feel any difference. Still working on getting a used oxygen concentrator since Medicare refuses to help.
My IVIG infusions are going smoother and less headaches and no bad reaction like the first one. But they are $500 each infusion. I need to get blood work but my last blood draw I passed out and scared the poor girl taking my blood. I never pass out so that was a first. I also am too dehydrated lately and my veins collapse easy. The 100-108 degree heat wasn’t too fun a couple of weeks ago. Not a fan of summer since it makes me feel worse with my lyme and vitamin d issues.
I hope you all are healing and finding better days. Never give up and always keep hope alive. I wish you all well. I may not be able to reply to any comments so if I do not I am not ignoring anyone. Thank you and stay strong.